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Welcome to the extension of the plain-vanilla life I live, my name is Alyssa, and maybe that's the least of your cares anymore. Not the "it girl" material, no, definitely not. Awesome at fifteen, and hella scared of the big big world out there. This is my attention span, the dumping site of my brain's excrements, and what you see is what you get.
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I hate not talking to you.
I hate not seeing your name pop up on my phone, not talking to you online, it was basically our daily routine, what we use to always do, until things changed. I miss you, I miss it all.
I guess I never let you go, because in the back of my mind I still believe that someday we’ll get our second chance.
You know what hurts the most ?
Reminiscing how we were from the beginning, how it all changed and how we got to this point. Isn’t it funny how we were two people that were so sprung for each other, we were full of many smiles, laughs and butterflies. Then all of a sudden everything changed, and we reached this point where we can’t even last a day without fighting and arguing, we can’t even have a decent phone call without one of us hanging up. So one question, when did our smiles, laughs and butterflies turn into fights, arguments and hatred for one another?


